wordsout by godfrey rust
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The Devil's Tinderbox

He killed people. He was no more
than a boy, flying in a box with wings.

Four times the box went down, each time
with another crew up and so

he missed becoming a statistic and survived
to spend his life working figures out.

The simple honesty which later marked
his handling of business affairs

would have been with him then: he must have killed
reluctantly but well. I only heard him talk

once about his thirteenth mission, on
February Thirteenth—he said

if ever his number was up
that should have been it; but by 1945

even daylight raids were almost unopposed—
with the Luftwaffe beaten they bombed more or less
     at will.

The paradox he faced was exquisite:
to do his job well, as he knew he must,

meant killing ever more effectively
those who were neither enemies nor friends,

whose weakness robbed the fliers of all excuses
but that they followed orders (the defence

that wouldn't serve at Nuremburg). On the
night of the Devil's Tinderbox

they knew what they were doing. The target,
all but unguarded, had no strategic value

but its railway, and was swelled with refugees
from Stalin's push west. Poor bastards, he said

all those years later, in a voice
I had never heard before. With the war already won

Dresden was still beautiful as my father
settled in the belly of the plane,

a wheel-hub (all bomb-aimers did this)
shielding his private parts from the chance caress

of a lucky shell from the untrained
flak guns of the terrified men below.

The Devil’s Tinderbox is a nickname given to the Allied bombing raids on Dresden on the nights of February 13-15 1945 in which up to 25,000 German civilians died.

My father Bob (Robert Arthur Rust) died in June 1974 of heart failure, aged 51, a belated consequence of an infection contracted on a troop ship during the Second World War. 

Godfrey Rust 1985, godfrey@wordsout.co.uk. See here for permissions.